I always needed time on my own
I never thought
I'd need you there when I cried
有些奇怪的,懒惰吧里居然洋溢起了歌声,有些黯淡的,很冷静的,仿佛和这个世界没有任何关系,酒吧里没有多少人,但是都被吸引过去,那是纯粹的钢琴,没有人知道那架钢琴是哪里来的,他们只是凝视着那个少年,没有画任何妆,素净而美好的侧脸在细微的阳光下有一种清浅的味道。
And the days feel like years
when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
径自唱着,不顾及任何人的目光。苍白的指尖在黑白键上来回跳跃。轻盈的琴声曳出美好的光华,那是一种与世隔绝的美,无人能懂。
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
少年的嗓音开始微微提亮,手指来回的节奏加快,被切断的阳光在哭泣,所有人都静静凝视着少年,少年却没有丝毫觉察,那是最痛彻心肺的呐喊,灰蓝色的眼睛犹如一篇浅色的荒野,除了荒芜,依旧是荒芜……
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
人群中开始骚动,少年的嗓音几乎带上了颤抖的不安,手指间的颤栗越来越大,那是困兽的呐喊,并不高的声音带上了绝望,哀伤,倨傲和倔强。没有夸张的烟熏妆,没有华丽的装束,他黑色的衬衣略带绝望的曳出优美的弧度……
I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
声音开始纾缓下来,绵长而蜿蜒的歌声在那些冰冷的视线里点燃了一种叫做痛苦的无奈,泪水,忍耐在一瞬间爆发,阳光开始氤氲开一层浓郁的哀伤,眼泪扎在酒里,荡开无数涟漪……
And the clothes you left
are lyin' on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
少年的歌声忽然带上了一丝混浊,那是无数哀叹过后的坠落,钢琴的旋律四处宣泄,严盖了少年有写低魅的歌声。
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much
I need you right now?
悠长的高音忽然扬起,钢琴的光华开始黯淡,那是一种信仰,丧失了很久很久的信仰,那是丢失在哪里的呢?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
没有人知道少年的眉宇为何紧蹙,没有人了解那歌声中深刻的悲痛从何而来。他们在自己的悲伤中凝视着少年,在阳光下润泽的光芒却失落在他的身边,他的苍白,他的痛苦,他的一切都在这歌声中宣泄。
We were meant for each other
I keep forever
I know we were
忽然,少年弓起背脊,用一种残酷的姿势低吼,乐声悠扬,还带着无尽的魔力,离不开那些尘埃的痛苦只有天地知道。
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
那是很久都没有回忆起来的回忆了,谁的微笑,谁的斥责,谁的信仰,谁的无奈……在许许多多的回忆里拼凑出的美丽笑颜开始涣散,迷路在这个灯光璀璨的美丽都市,浮华,骄奢,靡丽,一切的动机都只有两个字,欲望……谁会看见那一些美丽背后血色的开场,那些肮脏的故事,沉沦在欲望的沼泽,他们的脸上开始被弄脏,那安详而平和被一口吞下,只剩下那笔尖的最后的一些墨……
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
划过去,苍白的过往。豁然失落的故事在悲痛中绽放。那甜美的果实喧嚣着死亡,最后的尾音散了,眼泪干了,少年也不见了,他们永远记得那个少年的名字,影。